Graduate

Ya....Finally...our O-level exam is coming very soon in 2 days...is it next week...I wait for so long to graduate from this school...but now .. I feel so sad , I had two best friends at here .. they are Tatar and Fern..they are better than any friends that I had...this two girls are really kind and they won't jealous won't intrigue...if I need help .. they won't say no to me .. maybe they just think Yiki is their best friends...but so what .. :) I think what I think .. :D I really LOVE them so much..the reason that I feel sad is because of them...cause I will lost two best friends in my life..
After our O-level exam , we will start to waiting for our graduate prom. We are all so excited for it.. I know after graduate .. we will be less chat and at last ... we won't find each other anymore .. when I think of it..my heart broken ... :( just..cherish the day left in FairView International School .. :)

老人家

最近和老人家一直有些争执...是我不好..一直怀疑你...问真的很害怕失去你...我习惯生活在这样的家庭下...我会改掉一些性格和习惯...我想要和你有个美好的未来...我爱你老人家...明天去电头发..希望不会难看-_-||...haiz...在FB上我都不可以公开老人家的脸..问知道我的blog很少人关注..所以就公开吧:) 还有就是八月十九号我在GURNEY PARAGON表演自弹自唱..真的有进步了..越来越享受站在舞台上的感觉...越来越有自信...要继续努力..要做到比最好更好...加油CHERISH...你能的..
我老人家真的很伟大...他一直陪在我身边忍受我的臭脾气...我就越来越过分踏出界限...让他生气不耐烦了...真的很对不起老公....不管怎样..答应我别离开我...好吗？.....

很久很久

很久很久没有上来更新我的blog了...其实有上过...只是却不懂要写什么...结果又关了....我发生了好多好多事情....关于学校..爱情..关于家人...关于自己...

今年是我最后一年在中学了...还有四个月就毕业了...但我还是blur blur这样...朋友方面也好了...只是还是跟Tatar 和 Fern比较好...其他的..speechless...Ms.Merlyn也要理开FairView 了...可能不能参加我们的毕业典礼...当我听到她这么说的那一刻...我眼泪快飙出来了...haiz....其实她是很好的老师....MYP11的学生也毕业了...大家都要离开我了...突然感觉...好孤单...

关于爱情...真的很精彩哦...

在短短的一个月多里...我换了两个男朋友...连自己都还是接受不到...不过不后悔...至少学会了...以后要带眼镜看人...在网上认识了一位Bok Lee..刚开始都很好...当我们见面时..他一直要我减肥..虽然心在想...如果我不减你还会要我吗..?? 不过还是心甘情愿的减了....他对我确实不错..真的...只不过脾气坏了一点...我们在一起长吵架...也刚好我认识了一位老人家...我吵架就会找他哭找他聊天...而且他真的对我太好了....我说我的Undang我只会英文...但是我们马来西亚练习的只有马来文的...老人家却去找到英文的给我...那天他约我出来...我们去了一个很远的马来餐厅...那时我们不熟...我也不懂自己为什么上他的车...竟然跟他出去...赫赫...我说我头痛..他去买退热贴给我...他看我嘴唇干..去买护唇膏给我..我嘴巴破...他去买药给我...他真的..对我太好太好了...一切都很好...渐渐的...好到我有点心动...有天晚上..我们去北海Raja Uda出名的东炎面...结果那么刚好遇到Bok Lee..那时我骗他说我睡觉了...就这样..haizz...幸好老人家没有丢下我..但我却丢下老人家...我不想他受到伤害...我跟了Bok Lee的车回去...在回我家的一路上..我们争执了..我还差点跳车...他给了我两巴掌和在背后给我一拳...到现在想起我还是很怕...还是会有恐惧感...那天晚上我回到家...真的没有想活下去的念头...我喝了一罐咳嗽药水..一排的Panadol..还有一包的安眠药...不懂是我命大还是什么...普通人照这样吃法一定会一觉就这样不醒了...但我还活着...但是整个人很辛苦..一只在学校吐...那天我睡了一整天..我想起老人家..我打给他...原来他一直在等我的电话...他很担心...甚至在我家对面的油站一大清早就在外面看我有没有上课...我们一直这样好下去...他有女朋友...我单身...我们只是好朋友.我什么资格都没有..没有资格牵他的手..没有资格爱他...没有资格想他...没有资格亲他...过几天...得到一个消息...他说他和他的女朋友分手...就在那天...我们在一起了...6月14号...我们在一起了...我要跟他有未来...我不想再换男朋友了...我不要了...老人家...你愿意陪我一起走到未来吗..?? 一起组织一个家庭...不管有不有钱...简简单单的生活..只要我们开开心心的...就好了...我爱你..:) 谢谢你的出现...Andy Ng 

What the hell..?

 Have been long time never update my blog..sometimes I really hate life..why? I don't know..I feel so unhappy now days..I had a boyfriend who don't know what I think what I want what I feel.. he just want to show off..at the beginning he want me to lost my weight cause I m fat..I was 60kg..because of him I started lost my weight..I had from 60kg to 58kg...but he still said that I din't try hard..he dint not enough..I can hear from him is just lost weight lost weight...now I m 55 kg..I don't want to stop it..but he want me to stop because I dint eat anything than I feel so irritable...I become like this is who fault...?!! I realise that you are not my last..I know we will break up soon...you not suit me at all..!!!  

最近的我

我很照顾我的头发的哦..全身上下我最爱的就是我头发了..哈哈...最近发生了好多事情..真的不知道该怎么解释...我的IPhone 终于可以download游戏什么了..今年是我在FairView的最后一年了...很高兴啊..终于..哈哈..:)) 我很想继续读下去...但是我想要往音乐的路上走...我希望家人答应...我一定要成为第二个Aquila..我的吉他老师..她真的是个很棒的老师..而且她很好笑..哈哈..说说我工作的事情..有时真的觉得好累...放学后做工..每天如此...想哭..期待新年..有得休息和拿红包..xD 我会新年衣服已经买到七七八八了..感觉有点太多..还是我太厉害花钱咯...说到这里了..要睡觉了..:) 希望我可以开心的过每一天...

Stone Age :)

My Bibi Tang

Work .. ==

My Holidays gone liao...working only .. leh ma.. so sien..T.T wanna cry...I want to changed myself..try la.. new year alredy ma...hehe..now I have my new boy Friend...Wai Lum....he is a nice guy...:) I Think I love Him...xD I will update my story about my work when I free....miss you..my blog..^.^

8 days

Today morning .. we break up .. I din't cry .. :) but my heart is crying .. my heart so painful .. :)

I Don't Know..?!

Just now I asked you...do you love me more than I love you ...you said dont know...but you know in future you will..than now?? haizz...I know I am just a substitute ...what a fucking answer..don't konw...but in future you will...My heart .. is borken right now..!!

If you really know about me..than you will know that I am not just a little bit Disappointed...

11.11.11

My Damn Ugly feet .. Just wanna show the colour of my new Nail Polish.. xD

Finally ... I changed my blog background and the song ... Love it so much ... ♥ this few day I m sick ... so so so damn suffer in sick ... throat is so painful and I was fever ... T.T ... Oh My Godddd .... hahaha ... but finally my god was came to save me ... My dear came to visited me ... haha ... she gave me a gift ... she did herself ... lol ... Love it Love it so muchhh ... muahahahha ..... my virus was gone ... xD

lets talk a bout my 11.11.11 ♥.... I went out with my Best Friend .. ! A Tian ah ... haha .. we went to Sunway .. I bought so many thingssss .... Mask .. Tissue .. what a cute tissue .. xD I bought 12.. ~.~.. crazy...oh ya.. I bought Nail polish and hair mask from SASA .... after my crazy shopping .. we went to Winter Warmers have our lunch ... and we were chating about everythings ... hahahha ... we are best best friendddddd .... ♥ Forever ... and I Love my Dear .. Carson Lowwww ... ♥

My Lovely Tissue ..!!

My New Nail Polish ..

How about your 11.11.11 ?? :)

She Need Love , I need her

终于...我的愿望实现了...真的好开心...她...终于跟我在一起了....我喜欢了她那么久....复出了我的真心...曾经被他毁得碎成满地....我曾经为她哭得连自己都不认识自己....曾经那么恨她....心理却那么的喜欢...那么的爱...就在今天..11月10日2011年...我们在一起了...在一起的原因有点扯...因为她想恋爱....她说如果有人愿意跟她在一起她会答应...因为她看到街上很多情侣...哈哈哈....谁叫我..就那么喜欢她...我说过你出现我又要遭殃了....我说过我不会再陷入....但是我失败了....我遭殃了...我陷入了...我们...在一起了....我不知道是对是错....唯一知道的是....我爱她....她跟我在一或许是因为需要恋爱....我跟她在一起是因为....我爱她....Cherish...:))

Cherish

最近发生了好多好多事情...很抱歉没上来很久了...其实大家都是怕事的...要等到我开战了...你们才1会停战...而且突然变得很好...觉得GELI一下...不过我很开心...最近学吉他越来越进步了...算很好...我很开心一下.....赫赫...学校Bong他们举办了一个Band..但是我早就想组一个Band了的...当我看到他们时...我好伤心...:( 我想加入...但我觉得他们是不允许的...赫赫...谁会看得起我呢..:)

Fucking Classmate..!

I have been betrayed by friends .. that why I feel like friends are can't believe .. before yesterday .. I have some changed myself and go to school..and my classmate like talk about my bad things...than I write in FB something...than yesterday.. they come to warning me..if I write again..they will make problem for me..what the fuck?? am I wrong..?? than why you all say about the bad thing..?! today my class have PE ... and I rise the bicycle with my friends Tar and Fern...suddenly I heard the girl said..."最好跌倒的"..you know..I feel so hurt..I dint do anything wrong..I wanted to be friends with you all..what the fuck what the fuck..! all is chicken..! shit..! LALA MUI..!

Sometimes .

Sometimes we are happy ..

Sometimes we are sad ..

Sometimes we are lonely ..

Sometimes we are angry ..

Sometimes we are cool ..

Nowadays .. I always feel so lonely .. I feel sad .. I cried many times when I am alone ..

I try to make myself be happy .. but at last .. I feel like I am so fool .. I try to be more initiative .. but at last .. they show me their impatient ... what can I do .. ? at my school .. even teacher will look down on me .. I will let you say sorry to me in your heart ..

Ms.M

And girls .. I DIN'T DO ANYTHING TO YOU .. ! PLS .. ! BECAREFUL THE WAY YOU TALK TO ME .. ! FUCK YOU .. !

:)

Hey .. have been long time never update my blog .. sorry..cause m so lazy and the school is opened a week ago .. so sadd..T.T..my holidays gone .. hehe ... anyway...I chaged my blog layout again...it is nice?? I think so..hehe..and..I met a lot of new friendss in Facebook..my Chris friend..and "T" .." T" said he like me..@.@ but when I said about my lips .. he become a bit cool...haha..everyone want perfect...and I m not .. :)
This year I m in Year 11M..next year Norveber I will having my graduate...m so old already..T.T..hahaha..
hmm..dont know what to write .. stop here.. and my mood a bit down..dont know why..T.T

VIP friend .. VIP Band

My VIP friend said he will make a band with me..I hope it will come true..I hope my dream will come true..I hope my band .. have you .. my VIP friend..:)

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Finally I break up with him again..this time is the last...we are over..good bye..I don't love u anymore..

The first performance in my life.♥

Yesterday I went 2 Auto-Citi performances to sing with Guitar...my song is The lazy song..this is the 1st show in my life..so I was nervous...and I am failure..I feel so sad..till now..m so sad...I hope my teacher wont disappointed..even I m for myself...I was cried..but I never give up..there is not easy way for our life...Cherish..Cheer..:)

My 2011Brithday..:)

Just now suddenly my phone rang..I saw a phone number ..n this number I never forget in my life..is my old best friend...Tatt...he sent the birthday wish to me..I was so happy ..even till now..can't stop smiling ..haha..saturday he will come to celebrate my birthday with us...my sisters .sister in law.and ying tian..I can c him again..m really so happy..Tatt..thank you so much ..this year my birthday is so happy..thx Tian..thx Rexxer gong..thx Tatt...:) thx for coming my birthday celebration ...miss you so much ...:)

26~30...sorry gong...my mr.right...not you..:(

Random ❤

Recently..my life is so random...I met a old friend..so random.. I saw my friend's blog...so random...upload my songs book...so random...din't go to school..so random..my heart is so random..
my old friend...even without you..I can still be happy..I won't cry..I'm telling you that I won't cry...I won't cry...be happy...I want my life be happy...ya...I know that ..
life is not always well..sometimes you will in trouble...sometimes you will have suffer...but what can we do..??

we must endure....smile..I always tell myself...be happy...Cherish..be happy...:)

My old friend..I know recently you had a lot of trouble..your parents are divorce...your sister leave you all...cheer up..if you need someone I will always be here..

family..also have same trouble..I hope it can over..cheer up Cherish..Cheer up..!! My life will be better...