Random ❤

Recently..my life is so random...I met a old friend..so random.. I saw my friend's blog...so random...upload my songs book...so random...din't go to school..so random..my heart is so random..
my old friend...even without you..I can still be happy..I won't cry..I'm telling you that I won't cry...I won't cry...be happy...I want my life be happy...ya...I know that ..
life is not always well..sometimes you will in trouble...sometimes you will have suffer...but what can we do..??

we must endure....smile..I always tell myself...be happy...Cherish..be happy...:)

My old friend..I know recently you had a lot of trouble..your parents are divorce...your sister leave you all...cheer up..if you need someone I will always be here..

family..also have same trouble..I hope it can over..cheer up Cherish..Cheer up..!! My life will be better...

I just came back from St.Ann....I went at 5.00p.m and come back at 6.00 p.m...I go with Ying Tian and Yumi..they are my old school friends...till now..they still are my best friend..and they are the only my friends...if my life without them..I think am crazy...I was cried when I with them..cause I was think that my school is really terrible...the friends..the teachers..they are really terrible..

Some teachers are kind..Ms.Heren..Ms.Kavita..Mr.Daniel..Mr.Saro...they are the teachers I like..they want me to cheer up..I can talk with them about future..we plan that end of the year we will go to Hard Rock Hotel...just for fun..friends can do anythings...I love them...Friend Forever..

haiz...♥

In this school..I really unhappy..but I need to stand here 1 more year..than I can leave this terrible and vegetable school....2012 November...! pls come faster..:)

我是什么...? ♥

发现自己...好没有用...朋友..好少...什么事情都做不好...一天到晚只会添麻烦...被骂...

我是个好人吗..? 我每次都好想问问自己...你的心肠真的有像人家说的很美很好吗...? 让我告诉你们我不知道...我觉得我自己是个很烂的人...

如果你对我不好...我会在暗地里注意你...只要有机会就会抓着...让你怎么死都不知道...每次说得自己好像受害者这样...突然觉得自己好贱...我知道最后的我...会下地狱...因为我说过的谎...多过我吃的饭...我做的坏事...多过我上厕所...我常常说...我都不了解自己了别人怎么了解我..?

我这个人...可以跟你好...也可以在背后说你坏话..有时候我真的觉得自己很可悲...我到底是什么..?? 我到底是怎样的一个人..?? 我是个好人吗..? 为什么想哭..?

有好几次想寻死...但我真的没有勇气...因为害怕...死亡..怕下地狱会有好多鬼...我最怕鬼了...我到底是什么人...??

我是好人吗..??谁可以给我个答案..??

我到底怎么了..?? 我的朋友呢..??我要的到底是什么..??

别人伤害我我报复是应该的...但为什么我觉得我很错呢...??? 我到底是怎样的一个人...??? 我想我的心灵...已经千疮百孔了...

Songs :)

ALL ABOUT HIM --AUBURM
COMING HOME--DIDDY & DIRTY MONEY
TONIGHT(I'M LOVIN' YOU)--Enrique IglesiasLudacris&Ludacris&DJ Frank E
BACK TO DECEMBER--TAYLOR SWIFT

生活 ♥

生活总是有很多不如意的事情...没有人会喜欢这些不如意的时候....但是有是你无法将它改变...你只有一个选择...就是改变自己....谢谢老公....永远爱你...:)

Sick ♥

This is my first time using the IPhone write my blog....:) m sick...haiz...very painful ....but the school still don't allow me to take exam early n go back early....what kind of school is it...I hope I can die....