What the hell..?

 Have been long time never update my blog..sometimes I really hate life..why? I don't know..I feel so unhappy now days..I had a boyfriend who don't know what I think what I want what I feel.. he just want to show off..at the beginning he want me to lost my weight cause I m fat..I was 60kg..because of him I started lost my weight..I had from 60kg to 58kg...but he still said that I din't try hard..he dint not enough..I can hear from him is just lost weight lost weight...now I m 55 kg..I don't want to stop it..but he want me to stop because I dint eat anything than I feel so irritable...I become like this is who fault...?!! I realise that you are not my last..I know we will break up soon...you not suit me at all..!!!