Commitment

Hmmmm...suddently you came into my life...I don't know I need to be happy or be afraid...??...Even if you said you love me...even if you said you care me..even if you miss me and even if we are in a relationship now...but I feel unreal for it...I feel no sense of security....
You always give me commitment ... you always talking about our future ... but do you know...? When you give me commitment and when you talking about our future ... I will smiled..I also will accept what you said....but actually I was .... I don't know how to explained that feeling ... cause I will asked you in my heart...how did you know we will have future...??..Do we have tomorrow..?? Are you will still love me in future...??
My heart still will guard myself...cause I really afraid for love...I scared you will away from me too..same like them....! I don't want my heart get hurt again... please tell me the truth ... do you really love me...?? I don't know what I need to do...! cause I am fall in love with you...that's why I afraid ... can you tell me the truth....??..can you make me believe our relationship will be muchly...?? If you just wanted to have fun for our relationship .... please ... stop it ...
I really hope you will be my future and my life...do you want to be my future...??...If you don't want...please..just away from me now..!...I tried to trust you...but you are so perfect .... I 'm just a cleft lips girl ....you said you don't care...but I care..!
You are a hair designer ..... sure will have so many pretty girl like you...Now you will said you won't like them...but in future...will you sure you won't...?!....
When you see this blog...if you feel angry and sad...I said sorry to you.. and forgive me...

But now...My life still have you...so I won't feel lonely anymore...Thx my love...fortunely you came into my life...I don't want to think about future..I just want to Cherish all the time when you are be with me...Thx...Yit Cong...